cornelius

it's been a long time, hasn't it, since i fooled myself into thinking that anything mattered?

i decided to give it all up, trade it in, set for a spell. it hurts a little bit, when your hair is long enough to poke directly into your eyes and no place else, but you get used to it.

so i've been fucking around... desktop publishing, pokemon leaf green, vestax handytrax, coca cola in glass bottles, yerba mate 24/7.

everybody's working for the weekend, loverboy crooned so many years ago, but wow, did they ever have that figured the fuck out.

i'm still chasing whatever it is i can't catch. i'm still fooling myself into whatever it is i believe. and i'm still mistified with everything that's going on around me. i'm just not looking over my shoulder anymore.

-bobby