cornelius

have you ever seen a robin weep, when leaves begin to die?

it's because he's lost the will to live... i'm so lonesome i could cry.

i'm currently playing phone-tag with the cutest waitress in the state... we are both very busy people. i'm an office whore, 7-4, 5 days a week, plus i'm freelancing at night, as well as doing personal work... she's in school 6 days a week, and she works 4 days a week. i'm really digging her, but i found out that like 4 other guys are interested in her, so i may be pretty far down on her ladder.

wait... is phone-tag when she says she is gonna call, and you wait around all forlornly all weekend waiting for her to call? Oh yeah, that's right. i'm not playing phone-tag... i'm just pathetic.

i don't know if she really wants to get to know me or not, but i can't get her outta my head... she's THAT kind of cute. she's got her own agenda, though... i'm pretty sure she's going to see the alkaline trio next saturday with her ex-boyfriend. upon seeing him, i decided that if i couldn't woo her away, either i've lost my touch or she just ain't worth it. i'm sorta bummed out either way.

to top it all off, my estranged father told me in a drunken stupor that when since he last had sex with my mom, the woman he abandoned, she has yet to have her period. he's getting ready to move really far away, and he may have knocked her up. he thought it was fuckin' hilarious. fuckin' asshole.

for both of their sakes, I hope to hell it's just an early sign of menopause.

-bobby