welcome to the working week... i know it don't thrill ya, i hope it don't kill ya, welcome to the working week... you gotta do it 'til you're through it so ya better get to it!
i'm pretty sure i have started off a monday morning journal entry with that particular elvis costello quote before, but it's appropriate, so fuck it.
it's taking me a...
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i'm pretty sure i have started off a monday morning journal entry with that particular elvis costello quote before, but it's appropriate, so fuck it.
it's taking me a...
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she's dying, and i don't know how to feel...
my aunt was diagnosed with a brain tumor at the base of her skull a few years ago... i don't know all the particular details, but i think what happened was it developed into some sort of cancer... being the fighter that she is, she was determined to not let the disease get the best of...
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my aunt was diagnosed with a brain tumor at the base of her skull a few years ago... i don't know all the particular details, but i think what happened was it developed into some sort of cancer... being the fighter that she is, she was determined to not let the disease get the best of...
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clara:
I'm experiencing something very similar right now and I still don't know what to say.
caddok:
I'm so sorry for you. A heart attack claimed my father in Feb. of '01 and I was crushed. Its never good to lose someone you care about.
-c
-c
anxiety, self-doubt, quick to anger, stressed out, reclusive, acerbic, sleeping all the time... worried about the future, about where money comes from, about what is going to happen, about what should have happened already.
am i depressed or just going crazy? at least i am smart enough to realize that i am having some sort of problem. i swear i'm not always like this.
my...
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am i depressed or just going crazy? at least i am smart enough to realize that i am having some sort of problem. i swear i'm not always like this.
my...
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ragtag:
this wooosh is familiar. can we be friends? i'll look for you at the aquabats show.
sjtwelve:
i didn't know which stores in the valley were the best. i've been to zia, eastside, and stinkweeds. not sure any of them impressed me. i guess there's something more than just finding the music you want.... there's a vibe too. so maybe i should check out karma.
okay, so it IS me that makes 'em crazy.
i went in and tried to talk to "the girl" last night, but she was busy... she did see my tattoo, and i think she thought it was nerdy, especially when i showed her the comic book i got it from, but i am nerdy so that's okay.
i ended up nervously calling her after i...
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i went in and tried to talk to "the girl" last night, but she was busy... she did see my tattoo, and i think she thought it was nerdy, especially when i showed her the comic book i got it from, but i am nerdy so that's okay.
i ended up nervously calling her after i...
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themadking:
I never abandoned my name. When did I abandon my name?
themadking:
Listen, it was all a joke, and in poor taste.
The thing is, ever since Fight Club, when I can, I sign on to something as Cornelius. When I have to wear dumb nametags, I write Cornelius on them. My computer's name (my upstairs one, anyway; my downstairs computer's name is Rupert) is Cornelius.
So when I signed on to Suicide Girls, after you did, and tried to use Cornelius as a screenname, and it was taken, I was shocked. And appalled. I think I may be over it now, though.
The thing is, ever since Fight Club, when I can, I sign on to something as Cornelius. When I have to wear dumb nametags, I write Cornelius on them. My computer's name (my upstairs one, anyway; my downstairs computer's name is Rupert) is Cornelius.
So when I signed on to Suicide Girls, after you did, and tried to use Cornelius as a screenname, and it was taken, I was shocked. And appalled. I think I may be over it now, though.
girls are crazy. i don't think i've ever been involved with a girl that wasn't insane, but then again, maybe it's just me that makes them crazy.
a few months or so ago i was really infatuated with a certain waitress that worked under one of my lesbian neighbors (no, not like that)... i thought we had hit it off, and that good things were...
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a few months or so ago i was really infatuated with a certain waitress that worked under one of my lesbian neighbors (no, not like that)... i thought we had hit it off, and that good things were...
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mothra:
You missed the AZ video by about a month, it was rad though, I'm pretty sure you can buy it at local shops pretty soon though...
jaeiam:
I think you would be excellent company. Your'e stories are always entertaining to me. I would love to listen to you talk over coffee.
Sometimes I feel like Im just fucking crazy. Im at a point in my life where I am supposed to be all these things: independent, self-reliant, financially stable, charismatic, happy, headed in the right direction why I feel I am supposed to be all these things, I dont even begin to know. Theres a Chinese punk band called Brain Failure, and while Ive never heard...
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inara:
Next SGAZ event has been posted to the group 
at work, i put on a happy face despite what i am really thinking and feeling inside. everybody here does this. we are all masters at the art of faking it, with our insincere smiles and dead inside eyes. left right left right left we trudge through our days, doing our best to achieve the look of being busy while not actually getting any work...
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purpledaisy:
sounds like us folk at riteaid, lol too funny, well, i hope that you have at least one good day at work, much love 
wah wah wah wah wah... my pussy hurts.
-bobby
-bobby
you can't love anyone unless you first love yourself.
i'm not exactly filled with self-loathing. i spend just about the same amount of time in front of the mirror as everyone else. what has been pointed out to me is that i probably have a fear of intimacy and something else going on in my head that ultimately leads to a failure of commitment. i'd...
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i'm not exactly filled with self-loathing. i spend just about the same amount of time in front of the mirror as everyone else. what has been pointed out to me is that i probably have a fear of intimacy and something else going on in my head that ultimately leads to a failure of commitment. i'd...
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i got a tattoo last tuesday... it's not even a week old yet. it's big and crazy, on my right forearm for all to see. the experts say that men mainly get tattoos to show off to other men, while women usually get them in a secret place to share with someone special.
i say don't put too much faith in experts. 86% of all...
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i say don't put too much faith in experts. 86% of all...
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maxx:
by the way, your journal entry a couple of days ago was fucking brilliant.
I havn't gotten around to reading this one yet. Maybe I will in 2 more entries.
I havn't gotten around to reading this one yet. Maybe I will in 2 more entries.
jaeiam:
That has to be one of the best tattoo stories I have ever read, very well written btw. I think you are adorable.
i fucking hate it when i steal 20 minutes from work to write a nice convoluted journal entry, only to have it magically disapear when i click the submit button!
i guess i'll try again later.
-bobby
i guess i'll try again later.
-bobby