corinthia

I really, really trust my mom and my boyfriend to be there for me.

So when they both get mad at me, a lot. It gets bad.

Things have been broken, things have been swept under the table. Some of it has been thrown away and some of it is gonna get thrown away later.

But now I have to go from mostly trusting my boyfriend to having negative trust. It is so much worse than the trust I had in him when I first met him. I wish he had just cheated on me instead of doing that.