corgan

i'm in such a bad mood!! i should be in a great mood! but my special friend has been out of town for over a month recording his bands album in new york.. he's coming home tonight (awesome) but we had planned on going back up there dec 15th to hear the final album and pick the singer up. but today i was told i couldn't go because the singer didn't feel comfortable with anyone outside of the band coming up there. so forget the fact that i took time off from work so now i have vacation days and nothing to do!!!! shit!!! i'm pissed!! it's hard coming 3rd in someones life. why do i even bother!! it feels good to vent