I had a brain. Or a hope. Or something. Fuck. Whichwhere did that go? I don't know what's left. My heart is dull. Can't feel it beating like I used to. dispassionate. So very so dispassionate it's practically a passion. devious little cunt who the fuck cares? or knows. Goddamn. Why? why not. Why bother not bother bother be unbothered or be bothered without. You know what I'm saying? Fucked if you do. but you don't and I wouldn't believe you. you can't. you. not I. undeniably. Whatever. Whenever. Are you still listening? No? you can't hear me? that's cause i'm not saying a goddamn thing. Never wish I never do. Never be. Didn't want to. But then what? What nothing. Never did. Fuck. Forget it. Forget me. Unspoken unfriendly. I am without peace of mind courage. Unbolden. Unblazen. Nothing left unfazin' I stare at the air and can't comprehend where I've been left without nothing but with nothing still. take a walk or sit still. my hands empty as I hold up the sky and wonder why you're still not listening. Oh right, there's nothing to be heard but my word. when then has my fortune left kept ruled by and gone under theft. Breath out and find a soul. Breath out and find us all. Breath out and find your soul. Breath out and find us. All. Left to waste.
