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I'm back.... 2 days on the bus, sleeping, sleeping, and more sleeping... but of course it wasn't restful sleep, between the uncomfortable seats and the pleasant phone calls (as I requested of course, so I'm not going to complain) I arrive back exhausted, AND fortunately to late to goto work today... I unpack in a haze of joy and listlessness as I don't have anything planned for the day, tiss the first day as such w/o plans in several weeks.... I enjoyed my time (thoroughly enjoyed my time) back east, and am saddened that I can't get work there to be w/ friends... those are the breaks I guess, (but wouldn't it be nice to be independently wealthy and own your own apartment building where all your friends could stay???...) ... while I was there I was happy, and yes, I'm happy here, its just different, ya, it was just home, where you always have someone... thanks everyone...

I've now unpacked and organized all my things, I now have all my gaming systems and most of my movies from back home; so if I loose my job I'm good to sit in isolation for a few mths (or as long as the rice and trail mix holds out)... I'll b watching Beautiful Girls tonight


Quick notes:

- my ability to adapt to situations freaks me out sometimes, as when I got back I was talking like my old self, I used none of the slang that I picked up in bc, and fell into my old analytical school boy self... does this happen to everyone???... I've noticed this about myself a long time ago when I was in Oz and would call Canada, and I never spoke to the family over the phone like I would talk to people there, which made me sad sometimes b/c I knew people wouldn't see a difference....is teh chameleon sad b/c nobody sees him change and therefore doesn't grow in their eyes.... wow... I must b tired...

- apparently I'm addicted to the song "Frank Sinatra" by Cake, it plays ad nauseum in the background while I write (feel sorry for the roommates right now :p )...

- thanks everyone, for the bday wishes... it was a super nice surprise to comeback to...

- my hair is blue now... the quick of it is this... xmas my aunt bleaches my hair white, but sadly it looked like I was bald, so I had to pick a colour fast, so blue it was, now, I have this massive undercut (thanks to the aunt) and long blue hair.... I need a hair style to work towards, I've been in the "in between" stage for far to long...

- my new favorite saying is "Throwing Shapes in teh House of Groove" all thanks to G and our moments of insanity....


prob. have more to say, but I think I'll eat now...