coray

I'm back!!! back to feeling good again... I somehow received my paycheck then: paid my bills, bought groceries, set aside enough for laundry and such, set aside some to buy Jesse more canvas for a painting I'm commissioning him to do, and still have a bunch left over!!!

so I went down to the gym, got a membership for a mth (b/c I'll be moving to a different location (again) soon) and trained for a couple hrs. This was rather satisfying... I'm getting my strength back, my posture is better, I lost practically nothing in my running; and well, I just missed it. I enjoy being fit, and since I havent' trained in 6 mths I've been getting sick, and just generally depressed. So now that I have work again, and can afford food on a regular basis, I can come out of starvation mode and get back to being healthy....correction, I was healthy, now I'll be well nourished......

of course the side effect to this bout of happiness is that my writing my be effected (maybe)... the story I'm working on now is very bleak and about the trials of being trapped in freedom; and it'll prob. be harder to get in that mind frame while happy... bah, I'm sure I'll be fine..... lol I enjoy how THAT is my big concern now!!! its not about bills or food anymore....

so finally, therefore, in conclusion.... no complaints here

I hope every1 else is doing well... (not that I didn't before, but now the idea of happiness for every1 is right there in my short term memory now)