Sometimes I want to write about what depresses me. Then I consider wether or not I am just giving in to bad feelings...or if I do need to write/talk about them. Talking becomes addictive. It offers momentary relief, but does nothing to solve things. But because it works a little..it becomes a safety valve. I want to fix things through action, not 'counselling'. Talk is overrated and allows you to avoid things. It becomes 'bitching' and 'whinging' too easily.
I am close to dropping out of my shitty course ('talking' is rapidly becoming 'harping' right now...) I think I could finish the next assignment but for the final assignment I have less than a month to do an assignment which requires me to...fricken jump through flaming hoops in the nuddie with no student support services. I think action will occur very soon on this matter... 'Talking' here is a process of 'working out', which is pretty essential before 'action' can happen
I am close to dropping out of my shitty course ('talking' is rapidly becoming 'harping' right now...) I think I could finish the next assignment but for the final assignment I have less than a month to do an assignment which requires me to...fricken jump through flaming hoops in the nuddie with no student support services. I think action will occur very soon on this matter... 'Talking' here is a process of 'working out', which is pretty essential before 'action' can happen
Try to feel better. Im always feeling like you seem to now, but writing / talking does help. Gets it all out there and allows you to move on.