* I am really, really scared of tomorrow...
Simply put, since I have been working in my current job the local workplace bully has been targetting me. I have just had enough. Despite being promoted in the last few months and more encouragement re. upcoming positions from the bosses, I am thinking it just isn't worth it anymore. I am sick of constantly watching my back whenever this person is around and having to prove myself over and over again after he has told his bullshit tales to new people and completely misled them about my character. He is known for this sort of behaviour and has a very bad reputation. I think I have to make a full report to the number one boss...and also tell them I am seeking alternative employment. I can't and don't want to quit, I find job interviews nearly impossible to do...but some positions have come up in a nearby council and I will be applying for them. It will mean a pay decrease, just as I have had my pay increased in my current work coupled with feedback about more regular hours e.g. a contract. But fighting against this sort of bullshit is just not fucking worth it:
"There's some mistakes in your furnishing (*fancy talk for fitting an item with security devices*) but don't worry, I'll fix them"
*I wander over to the pile of items and discover that IT WASN'T ME WHO FURNISHED THEM (you have to initial the part of the processes that you have completed).
This means that I have to loudly point this out to the fuckhead, so that people will not think that I am forever making mistakes with simple procedures. Therefore I have to engage in this wanker's game playing to a certain degree, because if I don't defend myself I'll look bad. This sort of shit is constant!!
Wish me luck in starting at the bottom...again
Any advice would be much appreciated.
Simply put, since I have been working in my current job the local workplace bully has been targetting me. I have just had enough. Despite being promoted in the last few months and more encouragement re. upcoming positions from the bosses, I am thinking it just isn't worth it anymore. I am sick of constantly watching my back whenever this person is around and having to prove myself over and over again after he has told his bullshit tales to new people and completely misled them about my character. He is known for this sort of behaviour and has a very bad reputation. I think I have to make a full report to the number one boss...and also tell them I am seeking alternative employment. I can't and don't want to quit, I find job interviews nearly impossible to do...but some positions have come up in a nearby council and I will be applying for them. It will mean a pay decrease, just as I have had my pay increased in my current work coupled with feedback about more regular hours e.g. a contract. But fighting against this sort of bullshit is just not fucking worth it:
"There's some mistakes in your furnishing (*fancy talk for fitting an item with security devices*) but don't worry, I'll fix them"
*I wander over to the pile of items and discover that IT WASN'T ME WHO FURNISHED THEM (you have to initial the part of the processes that you have completed).
This means that I have to loudly point this out to the fuckhead, so that people will not think that I am forever making mistakes with simple procedures. Therefore I have to engage in this wanker's game playing to a certain degree, because if I don't defend myself I'll look bad. This sort of shit is constant!!
Wish me luck in starting at the bottom...again
Any advice would be much appreciated.
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platypuz:
PS..im digging your profile pic,im not a Marilyn fan but she looks great in that pic 
phantasy:
I am so sorry you have to deal with that bullshit. I don't really have any advice to offer I am afraid, except that I agree it isn't worth it. I hope things work themselves out for you real soon. 