What do I put in a journal? What I did? If I was dragging my feet while I was doing it, why would anyone else want to know about it? Oh, well.

Worked today for all it was worth. 4 hours. That's all the hours I get a week. OK, this was overtime but usually, I never get any overtime ever since I said I only wanted to work either on a Saturday or a Sunday. Not both. All I ever wanted was a proper Saturday job. Working Saturday. Not 4 hours but actually Saturday. I'm not just working there to pass a few hours. I want the money.
After, I went shopping. Kind of. I didn't buy anything. Everything's so expensive. Everythings also made for big people like skinny people are abnormal since we 'starve ourselves'. I may not starve myself but this sort of thing makes me more unhealthy than I could be. I just feel like I should make the most of the fact that I don't put on weight. I feel guilty eating low fat food or a salad.

Enough feeling sorry for myself for the moment at least.