corabelle

my new birth control is having a party with my emotional circuits today. at work, i was amazingly chipper and positive. then, as soon as i heard something i didn't want to hear, i go from happy days to a dark cloud of anger and sadness. its goddam pathetic. i doing my best not to act on impluse, i can't rely on my brain to function correctly until tomorrow morning. so anyone who knows me, if i'm a bitch, i'm truly sorry. i hate feeling this way because you use these usually instinctive emotions to guide yourself through life, but when their all tweaked out of position, its useless to make sense of it.

everythings ok.
everythings not okay.
everythings ok.
everythings not okay.
i love myself.
i HATE myself.
i love twinkling stars and bunny rabbits
i HATE twinkling stars and bunny rabbits.

don't listen to me. i'm oozing with hormonal imbalance.