corabelle

I hate that feeling where all your joints are creaky and you just need a good massage badly. Yea....mmmm....massage.

A lot of good things have been happening. Mostly geared towards finding a job that I don't hate. I told my manager about all of it and I'm not sure how it really makes her feel. I don't like hiding things from people, and what is she gonna do? Say No, you can't quit!? Eh, atleast I'll have no guilt when I do quit, not like she didn't see it coming, right?

My love is having an old friend come into town, and old female friend. Alright, really she is a past lover. I am a little apprehensive about meeting her and what may happen while she is in town. I just want to be able to trust him to make the right calls. I'm going to do my best to distract myself so I wont think about it soo much. When I think about something too much, I become overanalytical, and when I become overanalytical I start to make stories up in my head about what COULD happen. And its never pretty when that happens. Blah blah blah.

Alright back to thinking pretty, happy thoughts......oh yea, i'll just look at pretty naked girls and then everything will be alright....