copper_fyre

Here it is. A week after we broke up. I've had two really awesomely good days. Yesterday was great because I got alot of stuff done, and started reading a new book, Clive Barker's Hellbound Heart. Wow crazy good. And got in touch with an ol' friend and went to Transformers.

Today I went shoe and makeup shopping with my mum and sister whom I love soo much. I got really cute new Sketcher's for super cheap thanks to DSW. And then my mom surprised me and decided to help me out with taking a bartending class. So I start that on the 18th. So that was amazing as well! I love her so much, I'm so flattered and happy.

In terms of the boy, he stayed over the other night, and we got to talk more. I don't have to conquer the world to get him back. Everything that I need to do with my life on my own, are the things it'll take to get him back. Still hurts. I still miss him like crazy. But I'm so willing to wait for him too. I know all the things I would do different. I know it's possible. I just hope he comes back to me so we can work it out. I miss everything about him. It hurt to be next to him and know he's not mine. But his heart is, until further notice. And I'm going to hold on to that. And hope for the best.

Wish me luck