Tuesday May 22, 2007

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Fucking tools ...
Don't you hate it when you have a premonition about someone and it ends up being correct? frown
I had a dream about my friend Gian where he had written me an elaborate letter explaining his current situation and how he loved me for who I was whatever and didn't want to spoil that.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I've had a crush on him since the beginning of the spring semester (the semester that just ended). He is of course, heartbroken and destitute from his exgirlfriend (whom he was with for three years). I've been an understanding and loving lass, supplying him with CDs and cigarettes and of course, the updates and studying help for our visual studies class we had together. Like a putts.

The big tip off was not only him saying he just wanted to chill out for a while, but him ditching me while I drove his very drunk high school friend back to her house in Berkeley while he went out with some ditz to HER house. And then called me the next morning to ask how I was. mad



The last I heard from him was to ask when grades were due (two weeks ago). And since then, he's supposedly been fucking said ditz.
blackeyed
I just feel like I invested a lot of emotion and care into someone that is just as, if not more mindfucked than I am.

I just feel extraordinarily burned OUT.
... At least he was some good inspiration while he was drunk.

drummer5:
Hey there new friend!
drummer5:
I'm doin quite well, I hope you like my little arty stuff, I'm gonna be showing at my first exhibition on June 1-3!

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