coolwater

I feel so bad right now. I have been a complete asshole to my wife gypsy for the past year and wasn't even realizing it. I feel so stupid for being that way. I was expecting everything in our marriage to be hunky dory and to be the same as when we left it. I know now that It can't and that people change over the course of time. I should have known but I didn't. I went and talked to a therapist and he painted a really good picture for me on what is going on. I wish I would have gotten off my ass and talked to him months ago. If I did we probably wouldn't be in this situation right now. He really helped me understand why things aren't the way I see it. Now it is too late and she is at the point of no return. She doesn't want anything to do with me and I feel so bad. It is all my fault. I love her so much and would do anything for her. I don't know what to do..... All i can do now is pray and hope that she will see that I finally have an understanding why things are the way they are........

Christina If you are reading this I am sorry for everything and I understand if you don't want to work things out. Please just don't dismiss the fact that I do love and care for you imensely. I want to make a consious effort to be with you and to make things work. I love you......