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The Light Within

Jun 18, 2018
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So the end of March was the beginning of something but more importantly the end of something. What was it? Me, being in this hole of extreme depression. Constantly feeling like I just wasn't enough, not skinny enough, talented enough, funny enough... just felt so alone and useless. I was on the border of suicide, it consumed my daily thoughts. I felt so ugly and unwanted...
I don't know exactly what @reed said, or maybe it was her partner, probably the both of them; but I left that shoot forever changed. I started just saying yes. Started living. Getting myself off my damn couch and doing, creating, chasing the things I want to do because I wanted to do them. I feel like @reed really captured me at this turning point and she really embraced that with me. I think I only cried once during this shoot. I hope she knows how much I appreciate her and her partner. Be sure to sign up for my Patreon for the full set "the light within" coming JULY <3

Just a few of the photos

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As always, thank you to this beautiful community for all the love and support. If it wasn't for this community right here I would have never met any of the amazing people I have. The amazing artists I have gotten the chance to create with, share with. It's so beautiful. Forever greatful @sean @missy

~cooky
@rambo @mickey @erikad

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Jun 20, 2018
intents20001:
You are gorgeous
Jun 21, 2018

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