I feel weak. I feel vulnerable. I don't why I feel so damn twisted. I felt desired but only for a moment. It left, like everything always does. Why am I so torn up over all this? I feel like I'll never be enough. No matter how much I change how I feel about myself.. I am always the last choice. I am not trying to feel like I'm "less than" but I cant help it. I am not entirely sure why I am acting this way either. So raw. What has come over me? Detached and confused... mm