cooky

I sit here in complete awe....

Did I just pull of an amazing get together or what?! It's always nerve-racking when putting together large groups of people in any type of setting... you wonder about all the different personalities... will they all mesh well together? will they all LIKE me? All the thoughts can be VERY overwhelming.
This weekend was magical. I mean I got...
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@gaiah took me to meet one of our all time favorite girls @leviathan. we talked about our mutual love of cookies & the silver fox Alton Brown. Girl anytime you want to come bake in my bakery, you're more than welcome :) Let's get together and bake cookies <3

It's been a struggle digging myself out of this weird funk, but I wouldn't be able to do it without my girls. Only one more week until my shootfest with @cdo @vayda !!! @gaiah came out with me today for our much needed girls day.

we had a little fun and took some lil candids.

we were on a mission and we accomplished most of
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I feel weak. I feel vulnerable. I don't why I feel so damn twisted. I felt desired but only for a moment. It left, like everything always does. Why am I so torn up over all this? I feel like I'll never be enough. No matter how much I change how I feel about myself.. I am always the last choice. I am not trying...
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It's been a year. My kids left at this time last year, and it was the beginning of my journey of self-love. I honestly didn't spend much time last summer really looking into myself. That part kinda came later. A little before my kids left I hit an all time low. I was in a toxic "relationship" with the only person I knew out here....
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