So, my neighbor died today. He was a fairly young man in his early 50's at least not old by any measure. I am sure he didnt wake up this morning thinking this would be his last day on earth or else I am sure he wouldve done more with it. It puts things in perspective though as death usually does. It makes a man who is not in the best shape and isnt as young as he used to be think about his life and his own health and mortality. My neighbor was alone, no person to hold at night and his only kids on the other side of the country, even his own family didnt have much contact with him. I am left mostly speechless pondering life and really left only hoping that my life starts to make changes so that when my time comes it isnt alone in an empty home far sooner than it should be..........damn