Every once in awhile I go through these bouts, they are not depression per se, but this weird lonliness that comes over me. It engulfs me, just this intense loneliness just in the pit of my stomach, the deepest reaches of my soul and ya as a result there is some depression but its just the lonliness that gets me. Theres really not anyone that I know that understands this so there isnt anyone for me to talk to about it but just talking about it sometimes can make me feel better so here I am talking about something that is at the heart of me, that has gotten to me for years to a group of people who dont even know me.....not sure if that is good or bad =/

