Every once in awhile I go through these bouts, they are not depression per se, but this weird lonliness that comes over me. It engulfs me, just this intense loneliness just in the pit of my stomach, the deepest reaches of my soul and ya as a result there is some depression but its just the lonliness that gets me. Theres really not anyone that I know that understands this so there isnt anyone for me to talk to about it but just talking about it sometimes can make me feel better so here I am talking about something that is at the heart of me, that has gotten to me for years to a group of people who dont even know me.....not sure if that is good or bad =/
colombiaa:
I think talking about it is a good thing. It's better to get it out than hold it in. I think I know what you mean about the loneliness that just comes on... I feel that way at times too. Over time I have become an introvert which doesn't help me. I hope that by talking about it, it helps you to feel better. There's always someone out there that is feeling similar to you and by talking about it, it just might help someone else.
cookiemonstr:
Yes I have noticed that slowly I am more and more introverted as well, perhaps it is a symptom of the lonliness maybe it is the cause? I know that I will be fine for long periods of time then it just overwhelms me and they seem to be happening more and more often. I am not depressed and I am definitely not like feeling suicidal or anything, I love me and I love being alive so that is NEVER anything tha has crossed my mind but this lonliness just sucks it completely just overtakes me and I cant shake it and I have definitely tried. The weird thing about it is that I feel it even if I am around friends, it is....it is hard to explain is what it is but I just feel like something or someone is missing and it crushes me. Thanks for your reply on the matter it does help to talk about it unfortunately there arent many people in my life that I can do so freely