- on midnight's post on cookiemonstr's page
- on santa_dayhanna's page
- on anastasia_voloshina's blog post
- on mistress's page
- on lagergirl's page
- on beautiful's album
I am a big guy, I have always been a big guy. I have broad shoulders and even when I am in great shape I am larger than your average man. I am in great shape at 6'1 about 220 pounds, I am a long way away from 220 pounds. Life has taken my focus in other directions and I find myself to no longer...
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xxdilloncaxx:
Good luck 👍 you will do it!
cookiemonstr:
TY I hope so just be sure to call me out if you dont see updates! =)
Every once in awhile I go through these bouts, they are not depression per se, but this weird lonliness that comes over me. It engulfs me, just this intense loneliness just in the pit of my stomach, the deepest reaches of my soul and ya as a result there is some depression but its just the lonliness that gets me. Theres really not anyone that...
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colombiaa:
I think talking about it is a good thing. It's better to get it out than hold it in. I think I know what you mean about the loneliness that just comes on... I feel that way at times too. Over time I have become an introvert which doesn't help me. I hope that by talking about it, it helps you to feel better. There's always someone out there that is feeling similar to you and by talking about it, it just might help someone else.
cookiemonstr:
Yes I have noticed that slowly I am more and more introverted as well, perhaps it is a symptom of the lonliness maybe it is the cause? I know that I will be fine for long periods of time then it just overwhelms me and they seem to be happening more and more often. I am not depressed and I am definitely not like feeling suicidal or anything, I love me and I love being alive so that is NEVER anything tha has crossed my mind but this lonliness just sucks it completely just overtakes me and I cant shake it and I have definitely tried. The weird thing about it is that I feel it even if I am around friends, it is....it is hard to explain is what it is but I just feel like something or someone is missing and it crushes me. Thanks for your reply on the matter it does help to talk about it unfortunately there arent many people in my life that I can do so freely
Motorcycle rally is done what an awesome week, I had soooooo much fun, got sooooo sunburnt. Now its back to the everyday grind ugh! i need to borrow a couple million dollars from someone so i can just have fun all the time anyone up for loaning that to me?
I havent had a lot to post this week as I have been out at the motorcycle rally all week. I will say this I am sunburnt, sore and tired but I am happy =p today i get to split time between the rally and getting my nerd on like i do at the end of the rally every year. This weekend XCON the small...
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I went all winter without riding my motorcycle, then when the weather was finally getting good enough i sent it in to be painted and have some work done. yesterday was the first day i got to go ride and it wasnt til i started down the road that i realized how much i miss riding and just love to be on my bike, so...
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Bike week starts tomorrow! 9 days of riding my motorcycle, checkin out custom bikes and having a blast! ill try to take some pictures to share!
I hate when life gets so busy that i dont have time to stop and think. I have been running around so much lately i havent had time to post anything smart or even anything silly. i havent had time to stop and take some pictures to post and its not gonna get any better for at least another week =/. on the bright side...
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Omg I am in so much pain right now, I went in to get one tooth fixed.....well rewind when my wisdom teeth came in years ago the dentist said yep no need to pull them there is plenty of room they will be fine no need to go through that pain.....back to the present, the tooth that was hurting turns out was cracked as a...
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Have to go to the dentist today, somehow i always leave the dentist in pain =/ twice a year there is a day that i hate and it is dentist day!!
short and sweet today. In my head i always have so much to say but when i sit down to put it here, well it doesnt always come together so i have to walk away til i can figure out how to put whats in my head into intelligible words. otherwise it would be random words in random order making not much sense lol. hope...
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I was reading one of the groups, and the question was posed to the ladies of SG, "how do you deal with all the guys making the rude or sexual comments" or something to that effect. There were a lot of responses by SG's that said they get used to it and ignore it because on a site like this it is expected. so what...
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plumpp:
No i mean female members post stuff becaue they enjoy the art and fun of it
cookiemonstr:
@emibot oh haha i am sorry i completely misunderstood what you meant lol but yes there are many SG's and hopefuls that do this for the art in fact probably the vast majority and to me thats what this site is about, i just hate to see blog posts or threads about guys who post stupid shit and kinda make people uncomfortable about the art or that make people like myself feel that a comment i might make would be lumped in with someone like that. =/
Haven't posted a blog in a few days cuz I have been really really sick, but I am much better now!!! So you will all now be subject to absurd and asinine comments opinions and thoughts again=) So ya, you all have that to look forward to hehe