whoa hey, sorry about that, i was a bit drunk and just got in a fight with the also drunk boyfriend.. its been a while since we've fought..so i guess i didnt handle it as well as usual.. that and my night sucked on account of him. ugh. now im not drunk, and not so mad..just a little irritated. thanks for the supportive wellwishey comments. and i wasnt referring to "not belonging" on here, but in real life, in case anyone didnt catch that.. soo anyways... time for a real post.
the other night..friday it was, the aforementioned annoying boyfriend's band had a show, it turned out to be fun, which can be unusual, i got all drunk, but not unruly. i was actually really nice and friendly to everyone, even this stupid girl that has long been like an enemy to me, but by no real fault of her own. gosh, im really making progress in the not being full of hatred department. here's a few pics from the night , we all know pictures make journals more interesting



and here's me chilling in my pj's after the show


so there ya go.
and youre right about maybe meeting some people from SGTC, but it seems like everyone already knows each other..and in reality i can be quite shy around new people. but maybe sometime soon ill try to come out to a little getogether thing. but i really need to get my own group of friends outside of my boyfriend's group. id be really fucked if we broke up or something. ugh. and does anyone around have a nice snakey i can borrow for my pictures?? i really dont forsee kissing my exbestfriend's ass to borrow hers. ugh again. bye for now internet friends
oops this one didnt go right..