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i need pants.

sounds like there'd be an easy solution to that, right? get some pants.

but i'm pants-dumb.

so last night around 7pm i'm sitting here thinking i'm gonna check the mail, maybe go grab something to eat, maybe get on the phone and see if anythings going on...

then i started working on some creative projects...

i didn't leave my chair till after midnight.

so i wasted the night adding about ten new projects of varying quality to the hundreds of other unfinished projects i have...
but i'm gonna finish at least one of these ten. really doe...

i'm the worst kind of tortured artist: no born talent, no learned skill, and no audience or even real finished product of any quality. yet i'm still compelled to waste a friday night doing shit.

its frustrating.

i wish i could be satisfied by watching the olympics, drinking a six pak, and ordering dominoes. life would be fucking nirvana.


p.s. lick my nuts. and bring me some pants. i need pants!


update!!!

so i bought the first new cds i've bought in... a long time (thanks to the internet.) and i bought them used, so they aint exactly new. but new to me, you know.

1: spearhead - home

for 3 bucks, this was a no brainer.

2: robyn - show me love (single)

haha, this girl is the would be britney spears, if it werent that she was born in sweden. seriously, she was the first jailbait teenyboppey to gain success in the mid-late 90s, and her producers went on to give us backstreet, britney, nsync... so why did i buy this? for the photo, and also because it contains a remix featuring rahzel. (shuddup, it was only a buck)

3: marilyn manson - portrait of an american family

this is the first marilyn manson cd i've ever bought. i'm trying to be hip with the kids. huh, its what year?


4: casual - truck driver

i've fallen behind on my heiroglyphics releases, so i was excited to see this.

5: bratmobile - girls get busy

yup.


those that didnt make the budget cut: green day, face to face, alkaline trio, kurtis blow, television.