contrast

I am on sg because the thought of a different kind of porn with interesting girls and sets intrigued me....and drew me in....it wasn't really all I had made it out to be....maybe it was mostly curosity?

I am on this earth to be magic.

I am in minnesota because I was willed here and it has grown on me and thrown wonderful people into my path, that I'll need while I continue my filmology and brain growing growth.

I am on my butt right now, because I just got home from work and am waiting for this thunderstorm to absorb my home.....and my feet hurt.

now what am I doing?
with my life?
hell....I guess it really comes down to waiting....it's this thing I can't discribe...but it's there and it makes me question flesh and wants and needs and it hurts and takes away pain. I'm learning how to wait. I'm learning how to live with this tug that no one else has told me they feel....it's like being old, but with young impatience.
and it drives me nuts.

and my purpose?
honestly...I know this sounds kind of lame....but I think I'm supposed to make things better. ...that, and create.
whatever...right.....
yeah....

now where is that thunderstorm.......

[Edited on Apr 17, 2004 11:31PM]

are you sure?!

I mean I've seen them before....but then again that one I saw headed this way last night never did get here....

......I get what you're saying, but really.......what am I supposed to say to that?