I got a real lawyer yesterday. Those pricks at the County want to give me 30 days in jail (say WHAT?!). Screw that. My lawyer may get me off house arrest tomorrow, and he says that he may be able to get them to dismiss the case. Who wants to party?
Today I went to lunch with a friend. Lots of fun, kinda had a...
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Okay guys...that was really funny. Thank you to everyone for your ideas on what Angel and I can call each other. He seems to be sticking to "my girl" lately, or that is the way he refers to me when speaking with his music-biz associates. One of them whom he talked to last night - who I have met, way before Angel and I talked...
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thisiswhoweare:
You call it patience, I call it self torture through denial... 
But then again, I'm thinking of my situation, not yours. Just make sure you're not settling. Never settle for anything less than absolutely everything. Don't go for a "the good outweighs the bad" mindset. You deserve better than that. If he's capable of giving it all to you, make sure he does so, don't let him portion things like love and respect out in doses. Tell him what you want in no uncertain words. He may suprise you and give you everything you've ever wanted and more. I'm trying to be in a postive mood today, so I'm not going to talk about the flip side of that scenario. We guys may be dense, but call us to task and we can do some pretty amazing things. I understand you don't want to pressure him and spook him on it, GOD I know what that's like. But don't hide your dreams away in the back of your head.
By the way, I never, ever take my own advice...
But then again, I'm thinking of my situation, not yours. Just make sure you're not settling. Never settle for anything less than absolutely everything. Don't go for a "the good outweighs the bad" mindset. You deserve better than that. If he's capable of giving it all to you, make sure he does so, don't let him portion things like love and respect out in doses. Tell him what you want in no uncertain words. He may suprise you and give you everything you've ever wanted and more. I'm trying to be in a postive mood today, so I'm not going to talk about the flip side of that scenario. We guys may be dense, but call us to task and we can do some pretty amazing things. I understand you don't want to pressure him and spook him on it, GOD I know what that's like. But don't hide your dreams away in the back of your head.
By the way, I never, ever take my own advice...
creative_slacker:
Patience... patience??? What's that. I'm seriously trying not to wig about the distance between my guy and me. I get insecure at the most inopportune moments. We didn't talk for two days and I assumed we were breaking up (over dramatic and pathetic mind). I think due to my bad relationships in the past I am conditioned to assume the worst and not appreciate the moment I live in. If you ever want to read a book on the psychology of love, read Erich Fromm's The Art of Loving It will change the way you think about love. It helped me, but it still doesn't make me patient.
I have an interesting thought/question/conundrum (boy I like that word this week)...
I hate the terms boyfriend/girlfriend. I think they suck. I think they sound very immature and silly. But the alternatives suck too. What alternatives do you guys use/can think of? Here are mine:
- "my girl/guy": a little better, but sounds a bit silly in the possessive sorta way.
- "old lady/man": this...
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I hate the terms boyfriend/girlfriend. I think they suck. I think they sound very immature and silly. But the alternatives suck too. What alternatives do you guys use/can think of? Here are mine:
- "my girl/guy": a little better, but sounds a bit silly in the possessive sorta way.
- "old lady/man": this...
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rockstarinc:
Call each other Beau. 
kungfuvoodoo:
conundrum aayyyaaa
Were together into it don the life thang for real hangn playn
house don the grove (thang) makn it bonefide happenn loven
serious relationship, no seeing of other people, no public commitment.
Were seeing each other an item don it having fun seen workn
it out working out, (for now) playn checkn it out possibly / maybe
"house-chick-who-lives-with-him-who-has-no-gainful-employment" aka a "housewife that didn't get the rock outta the deal".
My other His/her other housemate doee, or doer putn it together
My all time favorite, in the tune of everyones favorite 70s dance TV show
SSSooooooooooooooooooUuuuuuuuLlllllllllllllllll,Train, (ohh I mean) mates
Your website is downI see you like DCD as well, that of course makes you awesome, Severanceahhhh..DCDI look forward to hearing your art.
Interesting pics, nice to randomly meet you, Take care, drop by sometime.
Were together into it don the life thang for real hangn playn
house don the grove (thang) makn it bonefide happenn loven
serious relationship, no seeing of other people, no public commitment.
Were seeing each other an item don it having fun seen workn
it out working out, (for now) playn checkn it out possibly / maybe
"house-chick-who-lives-with-him-who-has-no-gainful-employment" aka a "housewife that didn't get the rock outta the deal".
My other His/her other housemate doee, or doer putn it together
My all time favorite, in the tune of everyones favorite 70s dance TV show
SSSooooooooooooooooooUuuuuuuuLlllllllllllllllll,Train, (ohh I mean) mates
Your website is downI see you like DCD as well, that of course makes you awesome, Severanceahhhh..DCDI look forward to hearing your art.
Interesting pics, nice to randomly meet you, Take care, drop by sometime.
went out to lunch with a friend today. So nice and relaxing. Conversation with another person. Wow.
Anyways, regarding that dress I need to buy...I forgot to mention that I need it to cover up the massive tatts on my arms. I mean, I guess I could just do the whole "who gives a shit" thing, but I really don't want to cause a scene...
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Anyways, regarding that dress I need to buy...I forgot to mention that I need it to cover up the massive tatts on my arms. I mean, I guess I could just do the whole "who gives a shit" thing, but I really don't want to cause a scene...
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engrishmofaka:
top ramen is your friend
rockstarinc:
Hey Twitch,
See if you could put a Rockabilly beat to this.
I spent my life on the road
all the time on the go
I should've stayed the night
and woke here with you
But I packed my bags
and put on my boots
got on my bike
and I just left you
sitting there alone
feeling sad and blue
Chorus
Everyday I think about my Pin up girl
and if she's alright
How I miss my pin up girl
Every single night
Now Im on the road
and I can't look back
these feelings are
hidden in my bag
I know that Im not right
for leaving like I do
Try to pick up the phone
in my room
All I want is to speak to you
and tell you that I care
but I never do
Chorus
Everyday I think about my pin up girl
and if she's alright
How I miss my pin up girl
every single night
Bridge
Everyday I think about my pin up girl.......
And if she's Alright.....
See if you could put a Rockabilly beat to this.
I spent my life on the road
all the time on the go
I should've stayed the night
and woke here with you
But I packed my bags
and put on my boots
got on my bike
and I just left you
sitting there alone
feeling sad and blue
Chorus
Everyday I think about my Pin up girl
and if she's alright
How I miss my pin up girl
Every single night
Now Im on the road
and I can't look back
these feelings are
hidden in my bag
I know that Im not right
for leaving like I do
Try to pick up the phone
in my room
All I want is to speak to you
and tell you that I care
but I never do
Chorus
Everyday I think about my pin up girl
and if she's alright
How I miss my pin up girl
every single night
Bridge
Everyday I think about my pin up girl.......
And if she's Alright.....
I need to record some material that I have been working on to get it to my manager...can't do it here, I don't have my stuff. I also need a guitarist who is better than myself to help me structure the underlying guitar-type stuff. I don't really know one anymore. Not one that does what I need. Anybody have any ideas?
Things are weird. I...
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ayurvedium:
when I was little I thought all TV was live. I was astounded that they could get the commercials right every time without messing up.
wait, wait, wait. you mean all tv isn't live?
xoxox
wait, wait, wait. you mean all tv isn't live?
xoxox
devil_bitch:
Gotta buy new shoes too!! And a new purse for the new shoes and maybe a hat.
I am going to steal a little thingy from someone else's page, because I feel like being lighthearted this morning.
A list of interesting facts regarding myself:
1 - I drink an insane amount of water.
2 - I win at checkers about half the time.
3 - I do not take strategy video games very seriously at all, although they are lots of fun....
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A list of interesting facts regarding myself:
1 - I drink an insane amount of water.
2 - I win at checkers about half the time.
3 - I do not take strategy video games very seriously at all, although they are lots of fun....
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daemontia:
wooh we had a lot in common.. but whats bad about saying "heat-up food"??? i say that al the time 
if you're anything like me, i need at LEAST a half gallon of water per day, bare minimum!!!
if you're anything like me, i need at LEAST a half gallon of water per day, bare minimum!!!
Okay yeah, enough personal drama. That's enough. Happy is good.
I had the most gnarly intense strange sexual experience of my life this morning. I am positive that two people could not be more connected and intertwined and the air could be more charged around them. I am not just saying that as some mushy melodramatic bullshit either...anyone who knows me can vouch for how...
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I had the most gnarly intense strange sexual experience of my life this morning. I am positive that two people could not be more connected and intertwined and the air could be more charged around them. I am not just saying that as some mushy melodramatic bullshit either...anyone who knows me can vouch for how...
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rockstarinc:
You are right. Writing songs are great therapy. I am going to check out your site. By your choice in music I would love to hear some of your stuff. My drummer twitchmc02 lives in St. Croix now and the rest are all over.
rockstarinc:
BTW Your profile kicks ass. Same occupation as us.
I'm such a fuck up.
I just about destroyed my relationship with the one person I have ever truly loved because for a moment I let a group of really painful memories trick me into thinking I did not trust him.
The fucked thing is, I do trust him. Very much so. The past is the past. We had a rough go the first time...
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I just about destroyed my relationship with the one person I have ever truly loved because for a moment I let a group of really painful memories trick me into thinking I did not trust him.
The fucked thing is, I do trust him. Very much so. The past is the past. We had a rough go the first time...
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machiavel:
I am glad things have rectified..............thaank you for all your great comments and support 
creative_slacker:
Seeeeeee, now didn't I say that the silly posting thingy wasn't a big deal. Listen to the slacker she is wise beyond her years.
Anyhow, I'm glad to hear things are happy in contradiction land. Now go make some music so I can buy your cd.
Anyhow, I'm glad to hear things are happy in contradiction land. Now go make some music so I can buy your cd.
Okay..I have a serious question for you all because I have a friend who is going through this...
If you found this comment on a girl's profile online, written by your SO:
"Only a girl as gorgeous as you, would I allow to give me as much shit as you do. If I didnt adore you so damn much, we'd have to have sex or...
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If you found this comment on a girl's profile online, written by your SO:
"Only a girl as gorgeous as you, would I allow to give me as much shit as you do. If I didnt adore you so damn much, we'd have to have sex or...
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creative_slacker:
Just because some ranodom weirdo posts in a journal doesn't mean it's all infidelity. Maybe this girl is fruity loops, or maybe it's harmless flirting. I don't think you (I mean your friend) should put too much weight on the subject. If you love someone, you love them... if you have to question their love, then maybe it's insecurity that keeps you apart from really knowing the other person. In love, you always take the chance to accept a person and their past as well as them accepting your skeletons.
I have no advice for you... I try not to tell someone what to do, but if you want to talk about it more feel free. My email is postmodernpoet@yahoo.com or you can use esp to reach me. heh.
I have no advice for you... I try not to tell someone what to do, but if you want to talk about it more feel free. My email is postmodernpoet@yahoo.com or you can use esp to reach me. heh.
Another installment for everyone. 
Angel and I hit a bit of a snag, but got through it (sorta). We got in a conversation about our previous go at having a relationship with each other, in which he appeared to blame me for everything that went wrong. Well, I assure you, I already went through blaming myself, I didn't really need any help. Not to mention,...
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Angel and I hit a bit of a snag, but got through it (sorta). We got in a conversation about our previous go at having a relationship with each other, in which he appeared to blame me for everything that went wrong. Well, I assure you, I already went through blaming myself, I didn't really need any help. Not to mention,...
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devil_bitch:
Hon I haven't had a relationship in so long I have no idea what to tell you. I do know about secrets. Some secrets are best kept. It is better to sacrifice your guilt for someone's feelings.
fictionmusic:
What she said. Sometime secrets are pretty good things to keep. On the other hand I had a relationship with a woman and I told her all my secrets. It was great while it lasted. Good luck with yours.
Hows the album coming along?
Hows the album coming along?
I saw G last night (woohoo!) and he told me you're still going to be on house arrest
I can't believe G is moving to L.A.! I'm happy for him. Looks like it's up to us to keep making this town cool. How does Angel like it here? Sounds like at least you guys are having a great time.
I like girls day out. I try to combine it with as much alcohol as possible. I want to go to Millenia Mall to Tiffany's (since I've never been to one) and just drool over stuff I can't afford. We should make a plan.
I will send you a hat as soon as we get them all made.