contradiction

Things have been great.

I have been busy with work. Really busy.

Saturday my guy's other band had a show. It blew so bad. The sound guy was a fucking dolt. I could have done better blindfolded and armless. The vocalist actually walked off the stage during the show and refused to go on.

However, the funny part of the night was a friend of ours who is a pretty normal looking guy (lets put it this way, he was wearing a light blue Gap sweater, grey wool slacks and an old man hat to a metal/industrial show) totally got lit and acted up. My favorite act of the evening was when he took a safety pin and stuck it through his septum piercing (ring was out), making anyone who didn't know he already had it pierced think that he was doing it right then with a safety pin. It was fantastic. People freaked. He also humped my guy's ass, danced around, and screamed "You suck!" at my friend's (and his) band throughout their whole show.

Well, they were kinda sucking.

I just want to go play video games and forget work right now. I guess technically I am using SG to do that at the moment.

I need to get out more. I feel like a hermit. I also feel like I am achieving nothing. I am lonely a lot. I know, sniff sniff. All my friends are hyper-busy and have money. Poo.

My thought for the day: I can't believe V-Day is coming up. Holy fuck.

My listening pleasure: The Prodigy, Led Zeppelin

Song lyrics:
"if we were our nametags
if we were our rejections
if we were our outcomes i'd be joining you
if we were our indignities
if we were our successes
if we were our emotions i'd be joining you"
--Alanis Morrissette, "Joining You"

Wearing: Nord t-shirt that I got when I was (briefly) endorsed by them through a band I was playing with. Big baggy jeans. Socks. Glasses.