Heya!
Things are much better...I am finally coming out of the dark hole in a consistent fashion. It is a good thing. Today has been great.
I feel like I am sorta selling my soul to work...however, I am working on things being a bit more balanced.
My guy and I had this wonderfully long conversation last night about intelligence v. surrender and spiritual awakening. It was very interesting, he was really listening, and came away with some good stuff. Not that I feel like I am any better than anyone else, but I do understand some stuff that a lot of people do not. I'll just leave it there. Maybe I will write a book someday. Hah.
Just listened to the new Skinny Puppy a few times...how fucking killer is that album.
My thought for the day: I love the new Trillian. It is hooked up to wikipedia, which kindly informed me the other day that the phrase "it only gets worse" is also an album by Anal Cunt.
My listening pleasure: Vast, Skinny Puppy.
Song lyrics:
"You took me for a ride
You took me for all the other fools in your life..."
-- Vast, "I Need to Say Goodbye"
Wearing: APC tshirt and my fave pair of big black pants with d-rings and strange pockets and cinchers on the cuffs. Really kinda weird. But very comfy and looks neat too.
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I don't think I really need to say out loud that shit already got all fucked again - do I? *sigh*
Things are much better...I am finally coming out of the dark hole in a consistent fashion. It is a good thing. Today has been great.
I feel like I am sorta selling my soul to work...however, I am working on things being a bit more balanced.
My guy and I had this wonderfully long conversation last night about intelligence v. surrender and spiritual awakening. It was very interesting, he was really listening, and came away with some good stuff. Not that I feel like I am any better than anyone else, but I do understand some stuff that a lot of people do not. I'll just leave it there. Maybe I will write a book someday. Hah.
Just listened to the new Skinny Puppy a few times...how fucking killer is that album.
My thought for the day: I love the new Trillian. It is hooked up to wikipedia, which kindly informed me the other day that the phrase "it only gets worse" is also an album by Anal Cunt.
My listening pleasure: Vast, Skinny Puppy.
Song lyrics:
"You took me for a ride
You took me for all the other fools in your life..."
-- Vast, "I Need to Say Goodbye"
Wearing: APC tshirt and my fave pair of big black pants with d-rings and strange pockets and cinchers on the cuffs. Really kinda weird. But very comfy and looks neat too.
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I don't think I really need to say out loud that shit already got all fucked again - do I? *sigh*
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You are certainly more patient than I am.
I have no idea when we all are going to hang out.
Things have not come aroung for me. I am still waiting for anything to be addressed. And when I say anything, I mean anything. Pretty fucked up! So Maybe we'll get lucky and I can break out for a night like I did a few months ago.