contradiction

My sister got in a car accident a few nights ago. A woman wasn't paying attention and pulled out in front of her. She has a broken wrist and ankle. The car is totalled. She is alive, which is great. I am thankful for that.

More money problems. Bah.

My studio puter is acting up a bit, so I am prevented from getting any major work done. I also lost the power supply for my vocal preamp. So I haven't been able to lay vox. Poop.

I have a caffeine headache.

We missed our show Saturday due to the hurricane. I heard it sucked ass anyways. But I missed the fetish con parties as well.

my website is still down.

my birthday is next month. I hope it doesn't suck ass. I hope I get what I want. but I am not going to tell him what it is. He has to figure it out on his own. I know, I am a bitch.

I am really freakin hungry.

my hair needs done again. I bounced a check to the hairdresser though. I am sure that they aren't going to help me out there.

I have cramps from hell.

Okay, I should stop bitching now.

All in all, my life really is not bad at all. It is great. I am happier than I have ever been in my life. I just hope I don't fuck it up...heh.

My thought for the day: People who bounce checks on purpose to me and fuck up my account piss me off.

My listening pleasure: REM, Cool For August, KY Deity, some pretty serious moaning...heh...okay, too much info...

Wearing: jeans and a long sleeved black shirt. Why long sleeves? Fuck if I know. I am dense.

Wish: That this money shit would get settled. That my guy would finish this song he is working on because it gets on my nerves. That I get what I want for my birthday. That people actually CARE that it is my birthday in the first place...