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2nd circle of hell

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Thursday Sep 16, 2004

Sep 16, 2004
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Hola...

I found out what is making my heart act up...ya ready for this? I am anemic. Yep. Nothing more. Taking some iron pills. Pffft. And here I was thinking my valve was getting worse or some shit. I am a bit relieved.

Tomorrow we leave for Ft Laud. HFL plays at the Culture Room at 8:00 Saturday if anyone wants to go. It will be fun.

My guy gave me the best surprise today...he found out that the Dalai Lama is going to be in S FL when we are there, and he wants to extend our trip until Tues so that I (or we) can go hear him speak. Gods, he is SO fucking awesome (my guy, and the Dalai Lama...heh). That will be the experience of a lifetime.

My guy tweaks me out though, he does stuff like that, and then he doesn't update his profile on his community site to remove the pic of him and his ex-gf, or the quote from her (she thinks she is some kind of fucking guru). In fact, his profile says he lives in LA, and he even TELLS people that he still does. Stuff like that. Stuff like acting weird about the prospect of any of the kiddies on his site finding out who I am (although they will eventually, I am on half his album). But to be honest, he is WAY overworked and forgetful, maybe it is a byproduct of that. Or maybe it is that he really enjoys all those 17 year old goth girls swooning over him and thinks in some antiquated cock-rock sorta way that being public with me would affect that (it sure as hell doesn't - girls hit on him all the time when I am there...heehee). I just have to keep telling myself...LOVE...benefit of the doubt...TRUST...heh...all hard things for me.

My thought for the day: I am going to have a "lexa" moment (my guy's ex-gf) "Stand up, hold your own hand, jump in, and scream 'fuck yeah, I'm alive!'" -- Contradiction

My listening pleasure: Heavy Water Factory, Peter Gabriel, Tears for Fears, Auf Der Maur

Wearing: really baggy jeans and a black shirt. I need to change since I am going somewhere.

Wish: That my album was DONE. Bleck.
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empress_chandler:
I am currently listening to "Your Eyes", how interesting.

I was severely anemic when I was pregnant with my daughter. If you take the iron with vitamin C or even orange juice it helps keep the iron in your body and you will get better faster.
Also if you cook with iron pans, believe it or not, you get iron that way too. Eat lots of spinach!
Sep 21, 2004
lillithvain:
Hello there sexiness!! I hope you had a good time with the Dali Lama. That's just great. Don't feel too bad about the guy situation thing and the pictures. I've found that they just like to be drooled over all the time. It's when he starts drooling back that you have to get kinda worried! I always say to myself "Okay, your the best, and if he wants to stoop to someone lower than he didn't deserve you anyway!"

But, you guy sounds really thoughtful other than some Internet stuff. It seems like you guys get along really well too! So are you going to be on my new CD toooooo!!??? Hu? Hu? wink biggrin

Are you coming to Fetish Con?
Sep 22, 2004

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