contradiction

Heya all...

You prolly won't hear from me for a few days...I will be a-travelin'. Going to Ft Myers to see the parents and grandparents, and my good friend's CD release party. Haven't seen this guy in 3 years +, so it ought to be funny/fun. We were on and off bandmates/friends/ fuckbuddies/what the hell ever for almost 10 years...wow. Now obviously there will be none of that monkey business stuff. Haha. After all, I am with the most wonderful, gorgeous, incredible man in the universe - who incidentally made me cookies while I was out today. How awesome is that? He has been Mr. Romantic all day. Maybe because we will be away from each other for a week starting tomorrow - he is doing a few shows in New England while I am away.

He did his first show with the band he is sitting in with last night. It went great - he looked hella sexy. Of course. He was also horribly affectionate the whole time we were there. It was a Full Sail live lab, so there were no screaming girl fans to tempt him to forget that I existed...but hey...I feel good about it anyways. I feel strange about not being in NYC...but I can't help it. I trust him.

I need to go out and have a party. I have been starved for people contact. We need to all show Angel that the whole town doesn't suck ass. Or should I take him to Tampa for that? Haha...

I need a beer. But I am so broke. Anyone want to bring me a beer (or six)?