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2nd circle of hell

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Sunday Jul 11, 2004

Jul 11, 2004
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Hello everyone!

Still stupid-happy. Haha. A little more used to this whole thing. We moved into our new apartment yesterday. Gorgeous I tell ya! 3BR, on a lake, huge, secluded, very very nice! Angel and I are both just so fucking happy. It is eerie. A friend of his from LA told me yesterday that she could not imagine Angel being stupid-cute with anyone. Oh, but we are. Haha. Everyone I have talked to on the phone is floored by how happy I sound. I guess I really have been a cynical, sarcastic, angsty bitch for so long that this side of me makes no sense anymore. Haha. Get used to it!!! Somebody has to provide me with some angst so that I can write good angry tunes though....heehee....

My manager gets back today. Technically I am still living at his place til they move my home confinement crap to my new apt. I guess that's how it works. But anyways, he gets back this evening. When I told him I was still staying here, he was actually happy. He wants to hang out one last night before I move and only get to hang out when he comes over or on the days I am allowed out. He is still really adamant about working on the music on a constant basis. Obviously there won't be any sex, which is going to be very wierd. At least for me. Not in the sense that I want to cheat on Angel (no way) but in the sense that we have been so close for the last few months that it will be a transition to not be close in that way, but still close in others, I guess. Hmmm.

Angel and I still haven't done the deed...hahaha...I think after 4 years of not doing it, we are both a bit nervous about it being right...you know, like two kids about to lose their virginity. It is the weirdest fucking thing.

Alrighty...I need to get some REAL work done...

When should we have that housewarming party?? Any suggestions?
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dead_betty_dyes:
Hey there beautiful!!!
GRRR for the home confinement crap! mad I hope that the time passes quickly--U know, my friend from work actually went to jail 'cause he missed a court appearance for a driving ticket--ok?--And all because the courts had sent the paperwork to the wrong address....the system is SOO fucked up I tell ya. Anyhow, glad to see that you stopped by. I am SO happy for you. I hope you enjoy all that time with your honey---hey! When do I get to hear some of your stuff?!! Soon I hope--McG told me he might be going to your house to work on some things...? Take care kiss and *hugz*
Jul 13, 2004
devil_bitch:
Congrats on the new house and the prospering of your romance. It is really wierd feeling all giddy and stupid over a boy after being cold and cynical for so long. I am having that same problem myself. Hope things go smooth with the manager and I hope that you two can remain friends or at least a great working relationship.. You have to suffer for your art isn't that what they say? LOL. I am also sure that when you and Angel finally do the deed it will be one of the most memorable and beautiful moments of you life. It's always better when you wait for it. wink
Jul 14, 2004

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