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2nd circle of hell

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Saturday Jul 03, 2004

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God I am soooooo bored. Somebody come over and watch a movie with me or bring me a coffee malt or something. I am dying here. I will be here all by myself ALL DAY tomorrow. Damn.

My manager/producer left for Conn. this morning. He is such a freak. His friend from school comes over to drive him to the airport, and right when she is standing there Mr. "This Is Not A Relationship" plants a big kiss on me and says "Okay, babe, I will call you as soon as I get in". It's like, way to put out that "this is not a relationship" vibe. Heehee. Whatever. The reality of the situation is, Angel left today. It is technically over. I mean, it is definitely over. By the time he gets back, Angel will be here. I will be gone. Why does that feel so weird? He seems to think so too in his own way, when we talked earlier, he made a point of telling me I could call him up there anytime I wanted. He sounded like he missed me. Strange. Are we just THAT used to each other now?

Angel was supposed to leave the 1st, and just now left this afternoon (I think). Apparently stuff has been messed up. He has too much stuff. The apartment is not set up yet. I am nervous. He can tell, and he is wondering why. I don't want him to have nowhere to stay when he gets here, and I don't want to have to continue living here after he gets here either. This is so uncomfortably up in the air. Anybody have any ideas?

I have spent way too much money lately. I need to slow down. Heh.

I need to get my hair done...but do I really? I am going to be on home confinement for another month. But do I want to see Angel for the first time in 2+ months with 2 inches of blonde roots? I am so freakin vain, aren't I? Wow, I am so sad. Haha.

Somebody save me! ARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!
devastator:
your manager/producer sounds like a total idiot/dickhead. so from now on you should just say, "my idiot/dickhead...blah blah blah". he sounds completely USELESS.

oh well.

and you better make him buy you a refill. bastard.
Jul 4, 2004
myeviltwin:
hmmm... can't you make your survailence officer go get you some tampons? biggrin
I'm OCD too about the house cleaning. angelfrost picks on me about it, but he appreciates the work that I do. I figure it's how I earn my keep. biggrin and If I didn't do it, like you said, the place would be condemned. It sould be anyway, the apartment managment here are slum lords. This whole building should, and very well could be if there were an inspection, condemned. Only a couple more months on our lease. Lets just hope that the cockroaches don't eat me first! wink
I have a similar hair issue. I've got about 4 inches of brown grown out with about 2ft of black. I want to go red again. angelfrost says that I should grow out my natrual hair color. I tell him that I am, so that I can dye it red. tongue .He would tell you the same thing. tongue
Jul 4, 2004

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