contradiction

Here I am, in CT. The flight was fine, did my usual drinking. Listened to good music, starved to death because I forgot to eat, and mourned my lack of a pen and paper. Last night I got to go into NYC for a bit. It was fun...I went to a Tibetan restaraunt, had a drink at a dive bar. There were these bartenders that were dancing on the bar who forced me to wonder - are there some people who still don't own mirrors?? Just because you have nice tits does not give you the right to hang out of your jeans. That shit ain't right.

I am coming back on the 31st. We should all have another party. Woohoo! I love parties.

I got a fuckton of emails from ex-bf since I left. There are 9 of them. Yikes! A lot of them have to do with music stuff...then there are the ones that deal with him moving...apparently if he doesn't do this show in Germany he is going to just come out to FL. Holy poo. I am sooo not ready for that.

The guy I am with right now is great, but frustrating. Very Virgo...haha. He is very sexual, but not very sensual, if that makes sense. If there is no sex going on, and if there is no recording going on, there is very little attentiveness. That is not to say none at all, because that is not the case. I just happen to be a horribly tactile person who enjoys contact. I think he may associate that with "cementing a relationship" or something. Dunno. I am definitely not trying to do that, haha. I have enough troubles.

What is up with you guys? I don't hear from too many of you any more...