contradiction

Peaches Rocked Ass. Period. She is the Goddess Incarnate for all us bisexual musician chicks everywhere who like to use the word "FUCK".

I will post my tit pics when I get them developed (I am not suave enough to own a digital camera yet). Of course I am not as well endowed as my good friend miss_lady, but it will have to do...no money for enhancements, even though one of my roommies could get me a 10% discount.

I did offer my heart and soul up on a platter (the first time ever I was emotionally honest with a guy EVER EVER) to my friend in CA, and he gave me the "I am not in a place where I can have a relationship right now, I am too busy, I have all sorts of emotional baggage, it isn't you, I had a great time, blah, blah..." speech. Wow. I have never been that open and honest and I was SO shot down. That is WHY I am never that honest...heh. But you know, I am a better person for it, or so my friends say. I have not felt that big boost in wisdom yet though. Let me know when that happens, k? It is like, well I really can't be upset with you, you are busy and all, but you should have mentioned all this emotional baggage shit while you were introducing me to all of your friends and giving me the best head of my life...heh...did I say that out loud??? OOPS....

So anyways....I finally (kinda sorta) got asked out by someone. That makes me feel better. I was starting to think I was completely atrocious due to recent events. He is cute, has a good/cool job, was a blast to hang out with last night. We had a killer ice fight while he was working, which was way funny and annoying to the other people working there I think. He made me dance sober-ish, so that was a lost point, but he made up for it with the good time I had and the cute boyish shy thing he was putting on...not sure if it was an act or what. haha.

So anyways, the plan for the party now is that we are all going to Back Booth this Sunday and doing karaoke. Well, I am not sure if that is the party, but it will be shitloads of fun anyways. I love to get up and sing in front of people, especially when it can go from totally rockin and serious to "Bohemian Rhapsody" drunk with 10 people who suck. That rocks.

Oh, and I got the coolest complement from ex bf while I was out there...apparently I have ruined him sexually for all other women...they now bore him stupid. HAHA. Yeeeah. I rock. At least I do one thing right. Doesn't make guys treat me like I am worth anything, but at least I have my pussy of gold....HAHAHAHAHA. I am so awful!

So who wants to go? I want you ALL to go. Get me drunk, after all, I DID come back to you.