Hello from Long Beach, CA, motherfuckas!!!
The purple streaks look killer in daylight. My hair rocks. I swear I will quit eating before I quit getting my hair done.
Well I am almost to the end of the first part of my trip to CA. I have spent the last 3 days with my friend, and let me tell you, I do NOT want to go home. Period. If I could get away with it, I would. We kinda did nonstop imbibing Thurs and Fri, and yesterday we laid off and did a lot of sleeping. He is so fucking cool, excessively talented, and super pretty...I am utterly fascinated. This is NOT GOOD. Heh. If I could somehow put a spell on him to make him realize that no, really, I am supposed to be living here.....HAHAHA. I doubt that would go over too well. Damn it. I am listening to him do this remix right now, and I could just do this forever...fucking fascination. I hate it.
So tomorrow I am going to ex bf's place for 4 days. He wrote me an email saying that a whole bunch of things in his life have shifted as the time for me to get here approached...didn't say what. My guesses include: whatshernuts #2 is no more, band broke up again, whatshernuts is pregnant with quads and he is getting married, hell, I don't know. HAHA. He says that he thinks that us connecting again will bring very unexpected results. Way to be vague. Well, like he can be any other way. I will keep you guys informed, so when I do something stupid, you can kick me in the head.
I am just trying to lay off and approach everything without force right now, and dammit, it HURTS. Why can't I have my cake, eat it too, take the silverware, the plate, the cake tin....? heh. I guess if I just went around getting what I want, I wouldn't have any pain to write about in my songs.
Well, I will be back Thurs April 22 at 10:30 pm. I am thinking Fri or Sat would be a great day/night for that party. Not sure where, maybe a big dinner, and then everyone goes to a club or bar and gets shitfaced. Everyone is invited. I will post the plans when we make definite ones.
The purple streaks look killer in daylight. My hair rocks. I swear I will quit eating before I quit getting my hair done.
Well I am almost to the end of the first part of my trip to CA. I have spent the last 3 days with my friend, and let me tell you, I do NOT want to go home. Period. If I could get away with it, I would. We kinda did nonstop imbibing Thurs and Fri, and yesterday we laid off and did a lot of sleeping. He is so fucking cool, excessively talented, and super pretty...I am utterly fascinated. This is NOT GOOD. Heh. If I could somehow put a spell on him to make him realize that no, really, I am supposed to be living here.....HAHAHA. I doubt that would go over too well. Damn it. I am listening to him do this remix right now, and I could just do this forever...fucking fascination. I hate it.
So tomorrow I am going to ex bf's place for 4 days. He wrote me an email saying that a whole bunch of things in his life have shifted as the time for me to get here approached...didn't say what. My guesses include: whatshernuts #2 is no more, band broke up again, whatshernuts is pregnant with quads and he is getting married, hell, I don't know. HAHA. He says that he thinks that us connecting again will bring very unexpected results. Way to be vague. Well, like he can be any other way. I will keep you guys informed, so when I do something stupid, you can kick me in the head.
I am just trying to lay off and approach everything without force right now, and dammit, it HURTS. Why can't I have my cake, eat it too, take the silverware, the plate, the cake tin....? heh. I guess if I just went around getting what I want, I wouldn't have any pain to write about in my songs.
Well, I will be back Thurs April 22 at 10:30 pm. I am thinking Fri or Sat would be a great day/night for that party. Not sure where, maybe a big dinner, and then everyone goes to a club or bar and gets shitfaced. Everyone is invited. I will post the plans when we make definite ones.
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from the first dude or the ex?