contradiction

Just back from the family's house for Easter. I don't even celebrate Easter. I spent part of the time getting drunk and smoking pot with my sis and her boyfriend. Rock.

How does everyone like the new pic? This is what I look like when I actually get up the energy to bother with makeup. And no, contrary to how it looks, my eyes are a very grey-blue, not brown.

Well, 2 more days til I get my ass on a plane. I really hope my new special friend doesn't chicken out, although at this point I doubt he will. I am just being a goddamn self doubting idiot. I figure I am not that offensive, and I have done a LOT of work to get there. As far as the ex bf part of the trip, I know he is going to act like a nitwit, so I am not worried about that. He is even cleaning his house, how swell of him. I figure that all that we were really good at together besides music was fucking, drinking, and fighting (the last one courtesy of my sister, thanks for reminding me, sis). I really wonder if we can spend 2.5 days together and behave. No I don't. We so won't.

I am adding purple streaks to my hair Thurs morning. Woohoo!

So, who wants to have a "She Actually Came Back" party on the 24th??