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2nd circle of hell

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Saturday Mar 20, 2004

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Yes, I am that evil...

So I met this guy that lives in CA, who I REALLY want to work with (musically). He's a hottie to, but I am going on the fact that I am more likely to acheive the former than the latter.

Well anyways, I told him from the beginning that I am a crazy bitch - spontaneous, forward, intense. He said it did not phase him.

Well yesterday I got on him because he would not nail down a date when I could fly out and we could do this. I also have other business to take care of out there, namely ex-boyfriend who, although I said *DON'T CALL ME, I can't take it anymore*, has decided that either a) he has grown up enough to handle me or b) he can't stay the fuck outta my life for anything. Either way, this shit HAS to get resolved. But I digress....

Anyways, this guy says, after hours of browbeating, that I should just get on a plane right that second. I said find me a flight. He didn't seem phased, but said he had a studio gig Sun and couldn't do it. Well, I pushed for when he COULD do it, and he says he is WAY busy until April. I tell him fine, what week in April. He says he doesn't know. Mind you, we have been playing this game for a month. So I am peeved. Finally I tell him that he is unexcitable, not spontaneous, aggravating, evasive, vague, and a scaredy cat. He does not take to this well, he claims he is too busy, what do I want him to do? I tell him that he wins, to just let me know whenever. AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHH!!!!

So I wake up this afternoon, and I look at my phone, and who called? Oh, my lovely ex boyfriend. It is 3am here, 12am there, and he sounds very low-key for him. He said that he had the notion to call me and that he looked forward to hearing from me. I think, "dammit, not this shit again. I do NOT want to hear more details on your slutty ass new girlfriend". I have not called him back yet, I want to make sure he is awake and ready to talk. I told him yesterday via email that I was going to be in CA and that if he wanted to talk (sans whore-girl) we could.

Hmmmm, what is a girl to do? Men are really frustrating. I have a feeling neither of these situations will work out to where I want them to, and technically the two situations cannot coexist.

However, I will survive. I just need to get my studio back up and running. Anyone got space in their house? HAHA

Dammit why don't people just bend to my will like they are SUPPOSED to????
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smf6009:
Youre a rock goddess huh? What do you play?
I want to see if you think you can pick a fight better than I can., I warn you, I've made many Ultra-Conservative, "pure souled" Church Goers to break down and tell me to fuck off.
Hit me back, I find you intriguing.
Mar 25, 2004
miami:

Dammit why don't people just bend to my will like they are SUPPOSED to????



you're not twisting them hard enough.

skull

[Edited on Mar 25, 2004 9:55PM]

Mar 25, 2004

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