Oh yeah, nothing like getting fucked in the ass with a chainsaw. Twice in the same day. And it is only 9:40 am. WTF?!?!?!
First of all, my ex the one who I live with, decided that apparently this week he met his next victim online, and is going move out of state to be with her. I always knew this online thing was bullshit as far as romance goes, I met him online by complete accident and he hasn't stopped destroying my life and attempting to control me since the day I moved in with him. So of course, I am left with a house that is in his name that I have skipped months of paying my own credit cards to make sure I could stay in, so my credit is shit and his is fine, and I have sunk probably $9K of my money in the last 9 months into this place. I am broke, my credit is shit, and I am not going to have anywhere to go pretty soon. I know, fucking boo hoo. On top of that he is my keyboardist, so my band is probably going kaput AGAIN. Not that he gives a shit about anyone but himself. Never thinks about anyone, which is how I ended up with him...he acted like a decent guy until he had fucked everything up for me on the sly, and then he turned into a selfish whiny baby controlling BASTARD.
Anyways, lets move on to time #2, which deals with the ex bf from CA. I figured, well as long as I am really pissed off and abandoned and all, I should go see how my OLD band is doing. Well, the ex bf is on there bragging about how he added 2 new members (one of which, if you have been reading my soap opera, is his new love interest), and that they have a "new song". Well, turns out that "new song" is something that I wrote 4 years ago and that he kept. I have a sinking sensation that a good bit of their "material" is mine, since out of four songs he has posted to his site, this is true in two cases. Of course, one is actually a song that I wasn't going to use, because I don't think it to be worthy, and the other had both of our vocals on it (and only he is tasteless enough to continue using my vocals on his website as his "band"). But it still really pisses me off. He is going to get his ass sued when he releases that album, I am waiting for him to do it so I can see how much of it is mine, and how much money it makes. He also claims on the site that there have been "3 previous incarnations that are important" of this band, and there were 3 incarnations AFTER I left. So apparently I am important enough to steal shit from, but not influential in the band at all.
Fuck this shit. I think I should go back to CA, but shit....he's there. BLECK.
I need a drink....and I just got done drinking last night.
First of all, my ex the one who I live with, decided that apparently this week he met his next victim online, and is going move out of state to be with her. I always knew this online thing was bullshit as far as romance goes, I met him online by complete accident and he hasn't stopped destroying my life and attempting to control me since the day I moved in with him. So of course, I am left with a house that is in his name that I have skipped months of paying my own credit cards to make sure I could stay in, so my credit is shit and his is fine, and I have sunk probably $9K of my money in the last 9 months into this place. I am broke, my credit is shit, and I am not going to have anywhere to go pretty soon. I know, fucking boo hoo. On top of that he is my keyboardist, so my band is probably going kaput AGAIN. Not that he gives a shit about anyone but himself. Never thinks about anyone, which is how I ended up with him...he acted like a decent guy until he had fucked everything up for me on the sly, and then he turned into a selfish whiny baby controlling BASTARD.
Anyways, lets move on to time #2, which deals with the ex bf from CA. I figured, well as long as I am really pissed off and abandoned and all, I should go see how my OLD band is doing. Well, the ex bf is on there bragging about how he added 2 new members (one of which, if you have been reading my soap opera, is his new love interest), and that they have a "new song". Well, turns out that "new song" is something that I wrote 4 years ago and that he kept. I have a sinking sensation that a good bit of their "material" is mine, since out of four songs he has posted to his site, this is true in two cases. Of course, one is actually a song that I wasn't going to use, because I don't think it to be worthy, and the other had both of our vocals on it (and only he is tasteless enough to continue using my vocals on his website as his "band"). But it still really pisses me off. He is going to get his ass sued when he releases that album, I am waiting for him to do it so I can see how much of it is mine, and how much money it makes. He also claims on the site that there have been "3 previous incarnations that are important" of this band, and there were 3 incarnations AFTER I left. So apparently I am important enough to steal shit from, but not influential in the band at all.
Fuck this shit. I think I should go back to CA, but shit....he's there. BLECK.
I need a drink....and I just got done drinking last night.
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