I am OK. Period. =) The exbf seems to have quit emailing me, I bet he just lost interest after I laid down the law. Good, less stress for me. Yes, I understand that I still have loads of stages of grief to go through, but I am enjoying denial.
I am going to hang out with a good friend Sat night, which should be fun and stress relieving. He is cute and drinks and is almost as crazy as I am. He is married, which is good, means that he isn't going to be wanting to have my children and get weird. Just have a good time, which rocks.
I need to get my hair done BADLY. I used ths new shampoo, and it stripped the color completely out of my hair. Shitty. Needs to be done anyway - it has been 6 weeks. Looking a little dull.
The band has started working again, so hopefully soon there will be some shows.
I am probably going to get my new tatt done after I get paid Friday. Woohoo!
Work is getting really stressful. I think I should just give it up.
I need sleep and I just can't bring myself to. Damn.
"So beautiful this torture that rages in my soul
I have given you everything, the ultimate control
You've taken me inside you, you've dared to make me feel
I'm lost inside this weakness, I'm questioning what's real...
...and you're the only thing I want right now, the only thing I need..."
--Severance, "Nothing Else"
I am going to hang out with a good friend Sat night, which should be fun and stress relieving. He is cute and drinks and is almost as crazy as I am. He is married, which is good, means that he isn't going to be wanting to have my children and get weird. Just have a good time, which rocks.
I need to get my hair done BADLY. I used ths new shampoo, and it stripped the color completely out of my hair. Shitty. Needs to be done anyway - it has been 6 weeks. Looking a little dull.
The band has started working again, so hopefully soon there will be some shows.
I am probably going to get my new tatt done after I get paid Friday. Woohoo!
Work is getting really stressful. I think I should just give it up.
I need sleep and I just can't bring myself to. Damn.
"So beautiful this torture that rages in my soul
I have given you everything, the ultimate control
You've taken me inside you, you've dared to make me feel
I'm lost inside this weakness, I'm questioning what's real...
...and you're the only thing I want right now, the only thing I need..."
--Severance, "Nothing Else"
I'm all for getting shitty. You should meet up w/ me instead Sat. There's an SGFL get together, but I need to update myself on where (ie, too lazy to read 11 pages about it right now). Anywhere in Orlando--I'll go. Outside of Orlando--can't this weekend.
The SGFL thing is in Ybor City tonight, so I don't know if I trust myself to show up for my job in decent condition tomorrow morning. It sucks being a workaholic and party girl, you know?