contradiction

This is one of the things I am currently working on:

Dead To The World

No longer tethered by my love
You have what you want,you've done so well
Endless, easy source of satiation
No need for devotion, unlike mine
Take a taste of anything you want
And I know you will, I know you well
They worship at your feet
But have you ever asked them why?

I will be your shelter when it falls away
I will be your strength when the rest of them betray
I will leave you breathless, cleanse the wounds in you
When you're dead to this world
I will be the thing you can fall into

No one sees the beauty of decay
In the blissful ignorance of youth
No one eats the fruit that is
Rotting on the vine
How easily you find those lost souls
Who will live and die for you
You have their love but I know
I know it pales when held to mine

I will be your shelter when it falls away
I will be your strength when the rest of them betray
I will leave you breathless, cleanse the wounds in you
When you're dead to this world
I will be the thing you can fall into

When you are alone, remember me
When you take a breath, I'm breathing too
When you touch another, you are still inside of me
And when you lay down in her bed, you know I'm still inside of you

I will be your shelter when it falls away
I will be your strength when the rest of them betray
I will leave you breathless, cleanse the wounds in you
When you're dead to this world
I will be the thing you can fall into