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Sunday Oct 09, 2005

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Oh, codeine, how do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

-You make my back stop hurting.

- You make my head quiet down.

- Sometimes you make me pretty fucking horny.

- You make me happy so I don't flip out and start thinking about how the gods have put a cosmic kick-me sign on my back.

- You make me feel like a lot of things that are important to me that are not going well are really not important at all.

- You make me think through my own actions in a really low key way so I apologize for shit I would not apologize for if I was sober.

- You make grabbing food easy, cuz I'm not really hungry at all (good for the grocery bill).

Yeah, so I am doing the soccer-mom gig and taking pain killers. Well guess what? When I get REALLY anxious now, my doc has put me on Klonopin. Rock out. That way when I get hurt and confused and think about all of the poopy shit that plagues me, and those panic attacks set in, wheeeee. Actually, I found that it does not get me high really. Well not much. There is a nifty almost first stage of ecstasy thing at first, and then it just makes me chill. It's all good.

I am running out of the codeine though, which makes me sad. I only get 15 Klonopins a month, and I don't have a refill...I think I have to beg my doc for more. However, I have a friend in CA that is sending me some Xanax, which from what I hear is stronger than Klonopin by a little bit. I am not sure. The Klonopin is pretty good. Although I took Xanax on my trip to Germany, and damned if I didn't sleep through an 8 hour flight. I sat up and ate twice, not that I remember doing that. Apparently the food was decent, I hear I ate it all.

You know, one thing about codeine, don't take 1700mg. You'll puke.
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linklog84767:
note: you can get codeine over the counter in Canada.

I feel you-- I'm on a percocet stint currently.
Oct 10, 2005
ms:
Mmmmmm...Codeine.
Oct 12, 2005

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