Good day today. It was so beautiful out, and I did 2 hours of yoga in the park with my yoga studio. My balance was very poor, fitting I guess because I've been pretty unbalanced lately. Chasing after a girl I really like who I've come to the conclusion just doesn't feel the same about me has left me unsettled, my confidence is down, I'm self-destructive, I'm just shaken. I'm going to let it go, I had my chance and messed that up, she says hi to me via friends but doesn't pick up when I call, time to forget about this one. If only she'd give me a call...

The yoga was so good to help me get grounded again, see things clearer. I've forgiven myself for Friday night, I won't ever do it again but I won't dwell on it either, that won't get me anywhere. I've decided I want to do more yoga; I've been doing it twice a week but I want more, I going to try to get into lunch time yoga, see if I can get grounded through my workday. I'll give it a shot.