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Monday Jan 16, 2006

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This always makes me laugh.

Well my year's off to a bad start, I've just got myself in one of those holes where everything's impossible and I just don't want to get out of bed in the morning. This all started when my laptop crashed when I was finishing my calendar. I give friends a calendar of my pictures for Christmas and this one looks like it will never be done because my Mac has fallen and can't get up. Apple Support hasn't been able to figure out the problem and I'm now faced with erasing the hard drive. I was up all night last night backing it up so now I've just gotta hold my breath and nuke it -- and hope for the best. Now this doesn't sound like that big of a deal but I've made it into one by just not thinking straight or making good decisions. On top of that my roommates moved out and took all the furniture/TV/etc with them so I have a completely empty house right now except for my bedroom. I'm just avoiding being there all the time.

Things will get better quickly if I can get a visa to visit Brasil. I've got the flight booked and a place to stay but I found out I need a visa and there's not enough time to get it. So I've got to throw myself on the mercy of the Brazilian consulate in Toronto and hope they'll rush my visa. Problem is nobody there answers the phone so I don't know if they'll do it or not - this is stress that I just don't need.

Well, don't know if that answers your question Psychemoon. I guess I'm doing pretty well but I just don't feel it right now.
zef:
That's a really funny picture and I don't think I could go without actually feeling like "they" were looking at me. I think I'd have to go in the first one because she looks the most pleased with what's she is seeing. It would make me feel good about myself. lol

I really hope that you get your trip. I know how much it sucks to be in your empty apartment situation. And I totally can relate to your mac problems. I am a mac wiz. If I were there I'd do everything possible to help ease your anxiety. My guess is you frustrated with several independant things that make everything seem shitty, complex, unbarrable, and unwinnable. Hang in there, somethingwill give. Good luck.

Don't forget to take your camera with you to brasil. I want to see lots of pictures.
Jan 19, 2006

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