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Ugh! Home sick and just feeling shitty. I fucked up at work again, and right now my boss is cleaning up my mess. Not good, not the way to do it. The shrink says I have an avoidant personality, yeah he's right on that one. It's a tough thing to have for relationships and jobs. I fight it daily, basically something I don't want to...
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Well, the papers have been served, the divorce is fully in motion. I'm starting to feel better about it, but I still hold an overwhelming feeling of letting my ex-wife down. Well I am letting her down, let's face it, this isn't what she wants. But I'm not happy when I'm with her, how can I do anything else? I have to do this, can...
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What's it all about? One of those days where I'm just tired and feeling wierd, and just a little blue. Hung over, yeah, but more than that. The shrink's still messing with my meds. I hate those things, but if history proves one thing it's that I have sure fucked things up when I wasn't taking them. But then I've fucked things up when I...
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It was my birthday last Saturday. I turned ancient. Stoked the hookah and smoked lots, they say relapse is a part of recovery. I say that, anyway. But I'm back on the pot wagon... thank God for alcohol.

My day: blew off work with the 40 oz flu, signed up with SG. How can I meet some of these girls?!~

Bought me a new wide angle lens for my birthday. That gives me a range of 18 - 300 mm focal length for my SLR. Nice. I just have to find some models to pose for me, now. I want to build a...
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