considerately

i've been wallowing in my own chaotic
and insecure delusions
i wanna feel the change consume me
feel the outside turning in

i choose to live and to grow
take and give and to move
learn and love and to cry
kill and die and to be
paranoid and to lie
hate and fear and to do

i choose to live and to lie
kill and give and to die
learn and love and to do
what it takes to step through

i am your tool. use me wisely.