i am way too old to all of sudden be so angry.
    
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  0Tuesday Aug 13, 2002i think.. we fear the lost connection. i don't want pain to come…
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  5Monday Aug 12, 2002so many conditions.. censors.. even the "free thinkers" with the "new…
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  1Sunday Aug 11, 2002suffers. loudly.
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  0Saturday Aug 10, 2002tried to save myself..
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  2Saturday Aug 03, 2002drained.
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  1Saturday Aug 03, 2002fallen.
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  2Thursday Aug 01, 2002dots. and such.
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  1Thursday Aug 01, 2002i am ugly, please just go away..
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  0Tuesday Jul 30, 2002venomous voice, tempts me, drains me, bleeds me, leaves me cracked …
this is deterioration.
i know the feeling. it happens to me from time to time, and i can't really direct it anywhere.