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Thursday Sep 06, 2012

Sep 6, 2012
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Going through a lot right now. Trials and tribulations. Realizing things about myself. Deciding what I want in life. How I feel about life. Understanding my thoughts. You know, the whole serenity prayer minus the deity stuff.

I'm feeling better about myself and life in general today. Last night I felt like going on a killing spree.

I'm currently in the process of typing out all my thoughts, morals, values, etc into a document. Should help me remind myself of the way I want to live and keep me on my path. MY path. Not the one others want me to be on.

It's great how I can just get away in the jeep for an hour with my own thoughts and come to some realizations about myself and life.

I'm not the best at communicating my thoughts and feelings. I want to educate myself more. I don't want to stop learning. I need to focus more. I'm too scattered.

I'm bored of expressing myself in a blog now. Time to do something else. hah
ivanaxo:
This sounds exactly like me right now. So scattered and flustered with my thoughts. It's great that you wrote them all down. Fighting battles and making mistakes makes the journey so difficult, but learning from your mistakes defines you. I've recently got into Buddhism, it's an awesome lifestyle and I've learned so much from it. You should check it out. (if you haven't already, hehe, I don't even know you.. you could be a Buddhist! hahah)

HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.

- Ivana
Sep 6, 2012
conscious_13:
Thanks. I wouldn't mind reading more about Buddhism and learning from it and taking bits and pieces but I want to create my own personal way of living life. My rules, you know?

We should talk sometime and you could tell me more about it and what you've learned. I like hearing about others lessons learned and what they took from it and how it helped them grow as an individual. Probably help myself knowing these things and I could share as well. I'm not for keeping secrets that could help others as it helped me.

-Joe
Sep 7, 2012

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