Thanks for all of your well wishes. It really means alot. I'm housesitting for a friend so, I decided to stop in and say hi. I'm pretty much still bummed. It seems like everything is spinning out of control...I want to rage againist the world,I want to howl at the moon, I want to eat ice cream, sleep forever, Have rough sex, destroy something beautiful....anything and everything not to feel this way..but it would only be a quick fix....On tuesday, I'll know one way or another.